stupid. speech. day. =.= its all about bragging and awards huh. its stupid. senseless. those long speeches are nth but bragging and crappy. reached school at 1.10pm and went into the hall. and only just before the programme started, i realised i haven't eaten lunch. genius. how stupid can i get? my stomach growled. fought it. stupid. felt pissed. its senseless. we cant even use our phones. but its the matter of respecting the speaker. i resisted the urge to check and delete those incoming messages. though my eyelids failed me. i slept. crap. the air-com was too cold today. shivering for the whole 3 hours. freak, and my hunger wasn't helping. i'm not caring. hated it. sucked. what can i say? the music used by the dancers gave my creeps, and the choir and CO gave me goosebumps. why is everything fucking up? though at one point during the 2nd CO performance, there was this cute, western senior who was like knocking his knuckles on his poor fren's back, following the rhythm of the CO song. it was hilarious. we all were laughing all the time. poor guy. at a point the music was loud and sharp, that guy hit the poor guy so hard the sound was audible. O.o anw, thankfully, mercifully, at 340pm, it ended. we all got out and i went to eat smth. my poor stomach. i realised i was short of money. borrowed from cash and zl. thanks you guys. my stomach would have gotten a hole in it if i didn't eat at all. though i'm not eating dinner. cos i dun feel like it. the maths journal stayback was crappy. these people were fooling around again. and amanda was so pissed she went off first. she doesn't care about our feelings doesn't she? i had totally no control over those two, and she thinks i'm at fault too. why. why me again. freak. finally gave up. went bak at 515pm with chanel. amelia went with us too. and we were talking abt sch and academic and stuffs. got home at 630pm. turned on my com, and suddenly all sorts of info are falling into pieces. i got almost the full picture. i'm purposely leaving out the rest. cos, its not really my business isn't it. freak. and looks doesn't show a damn about people's personality. until now, faces are still being judged. and i think its plain stupid.

i pity you.