k sorrys for not being able to blog these few days. i'm choinging post now. note the time: 11.30pm. >.< okay monday was rather okay. darn english. I should have kept my bloody mouth shut. den amanda and yj and share the same bg together. darn. =.= anws, i presented my book today. and hell i was nervous. my voice was like trembling but i guess i had enough confidence to present loudly. played taidi again during recess! chanel so bad.. ditch us liao lor.. dun wan play with us liao.. D: after that we had geog and geog realy bored me to death. the topics are really boring! >.< anws, had physics afterwards and did practicals again. lawl i do with xinyi and yj and really make me vomit blood. that time i was doing that ruler thingy, i needed the scissors which was not within my reach, so i asked that yj who was stoning there doing nothing to pass it to me. you know what he did? he kicked the scissors over and replied bluntly "aiyah take yourself la." KNS WTF. in the end i think ananda took it or i took it myself lawl. asshole. =.=
my grp was also the last to finish the practical. =.= den back in the lab. the guys didnt know smth. xinyi did sm mistakes i corrected her. den they guys were unsure again. asked her again. she dunno. i explain. xinyi sighs and said "oh? i tot guys are supposed to be better at physics than girls? why is it the opposite now?"
OMG i CANT BELIEVE SHE SAID IT. sean was like giving her that buaisong look and inside i was cursing. SHE CAN BE SO EMBARRASSING at times!! >.< and lawl she's being too judgmental. i would be pissed if i were a boy (lawl beyonce).
anws, after physics, went home and on the way we were talking crap again.
Today wasn't as good though. however pe was slightly better than previous week's. at least not as tiring. SBJ not as bad. but gotta run 3 rounds. sabby pro lar. >.<
after pe we played taidi during break and den had chinese. xinyi's grp was presenting and their presentation was really short. and HOLY HELL THAT CHEENA TCHER HAS GOT DISGUSTING ARMPIT HAIR!!!! eww. and david's a bastard.
anw, after chinese we had maths. it was rather torturous. matrices IS killing me. I don;t know why, yesterday i was processing matrices rather okay, today matrices seem unfamiliar to me, like suddenly everything i know about it just disappears. but geometry is easy. after maths was english. ms tan didnt come. we did our own stuffs. i did maths tutorials, matrices. and i'm scared. not only assignment2, even my tutorials, i'm alr having difficulties at level 2. crap even algebraic fractions. it's just only today.
it's scaring me. >.< i get headaches again. i grow frustrated. finally i give up, thinking maybe it's cos i'm in sch thats why cant concentrate.
finally growing real mad at myself, i wanted to leave 30 mins early. but i dont dare. so held the librarian voting. zl and david bastard got highest votes. xinyi not happy, made a rather big fuss. alr emailed ms ng. =D anws, left after that. amanda emo all the way back.
at home, i cant do maths again. den finally i realise, there's something really really wrong with me. maths is fading away from me. i can feel it.

have to. got to. catch it back...